Dear Friends,

How time flies! Two years has passed after graduated. During the years, I nearly do nothing except keeping preparing the entrance examination of postgraduate. Most friends may say that I am a dreamer, but I am not the only one. Now I really feel tired,not only from physical, but also from mental. Sometimes I think maybe they are right, I am not a fortunately guy and it may not suit me but I do not feel regretful because it is the first time I can concentrate on something and design my blueprint of life independently. I have received innumerable wishes and help from my dear friends and words fail to me when I try to express my sincere gratitude to all of you guys. These are really the words from the bottom of my heart.

Frustration makes one grown and it is worthwhile. I come to realize that one would become more realistic when he/she living in this harsh reality or facing various kinds of difficulties. So am I. For one thing, I have already fought for something valuable and feel proud of myself. For another, I am really sorry for the people who support me and trust me. I have already exerted my efforts and the results are not only up to me. And I also would like to apologize to my friends for my indifferent attitude during the years. I believe that every thing will be fine in the coming days. We are always fighting together!

Take care! Best regards!

许久不见了阳哥

邻里说他吸了毒

送去戒毒所了

我说阳哥是个好人

他们说好人也会变的

清晨，大雪，很冷

阳嫂和她6岁的女儿琪琪

坐在小区门口的长凳上

她把女儿抱在怀里

拉紧孩子的衣服

我仿佛看到阳嫂空洞的眼眸

结了冰

我问阳嫂，这么冷，怎么不回家

阳嫂说，离婚了，她已经没有家了

说完领着女儿走向雪飘来的方向

琪琪不时地回头望望我

挥挥她那藏在袖子里的小手

我仿佛看到孩子纯真的眼睛

结了冰

两个月后

我看到了阳哥

他削瘦了很多

我欲开口，阳哥却挥挥手

慢慢从口袋里摸出一副褶皱的黄纸

那是琪琪画的全家福

很温暖

阳哥湿了眼眶

泪水打在纸上

结了冰

他说

那道门已经被破坏

幸福再也回不来

那道门已经不存在

快乐再也回不来……